Dreams.

I don't know what is going on with me at the moment, my head is scattier than a bag of bollocks and I am aware of my left eye twitching pretty much constantly now. Remember Greengrass from 'Heartbeat'?

Well he looks how I feel.


And why oh why am I dreaming about having another baby, and not just that, but breast feeding?


The guilt of failing to breast feed, god it never leaves me. 


I dreamt of breastfeeding whilst I was up the duff with William, I longed to be able to whip my mammories out and feed my child, but this never happened. 


I hope next time round I have more luck.


Mind you I am starting to resemble Greengrass from Heartbeat at the moment so the chance of conceiving baby numero deux is slim to none!