That's gratitude

Ohh I am ill i'm sweating buckets and ache all over, can't breathe properly and feel really crappy. Bring on the Brandy!!

Today I mostly looked for a job, did some of my course and failed, felt generally rotten and decided to clean the apartment before I collapsed in a heap as it was quite minging and i hate feeling ill in a dirty house.  

Another thing i dislike is when you put yourself out for other people and they throw it back in your face, such an unattractive quality.